The First Nite

Is the first night we didnt contact at all...I am afraid that after one month will you treat me the same as last time??

So many question mark in my head...Actually the reason why i wrote this blog is to spread all my negative thinking in this BLOG..I am suffer when meet my friend..because i keep on pretending that i am happy..but...Dawn and Jonathan said i am just fake..not like laughing like last time..just dont FAKE corn..hmm...My head actually gave a lot of excuse for the reason that u gave me which we cannot meet! cannot contact! each other...i will think that career is important for you..and i m the one who keep on giving you stress or let you worried about..and you are putting effort on your future and so on our future(think so much..it couldnt be our future la..)haha...this might be the reason why you will requested so..ANGEL Corn said.

According to DEVIL Corn, she stated that why cannot contact? you dont even got a time to eat?to sleep?to msg?hmm...i was curious on it..should i angry?but i cant...hmm...this is what you had decided..i should respect..really a lot of reason that to band the reason why we cannot contact at all...hmm...

Bie...what are you really thinking of? I hope that i am a small worm that stay inside your stomach...hmm...

Love you

Your beloved Bie Bie...