FUCK tonight!!

I m FUCKING emo right now...what the fuck...i sent you a msg...fuck this...fuck myself....
What's wrong with me....y shud i agree with your decision...what the fucking things i've made...
Is just a job...how can you leave me so easily.....Leann called me...she asked for your news because she cant find Jacker...but i told her that i don even got your news..you know how sad when i said that?I m your gf..but i got no your news..aha..what a fool...somemore Leann told me that you got tell her which we didnt contact for a month..then Leann told she got a feeling that you still cant let go Xiao qi..i was like..."MAYBE"...you are the one of my bf that make me so suffer and cant tell you my feeling..because i choose to respect you..bie..i tried my best d..really..

Im sorry that i msg you just now...i just too emo and think negatively by the reason that you gave me is so unreasonable.So that just now i got a feel to call you ask for clearly whether you still miss her anot..i know is my wrong by don trust you...but i tried to think other way d..sorry..really sorry..I m now worrying my result and our relationship...when i need you but you are not beside me...hmm...i do really scare my result..cox this sem is just sucks..and i know myself cannot get good grad in this sem...i just hope that can smoothly get into 3rd year..pls....god...let me pass...i pray you...pls....

I hope that can faster go back to Subang..cox i don wan my mum know bout my things..cox i m emo everyday..and i know my mum know i m not happy...but she didnt ask...i wish to go back to Subang..becasue at least i can cry without anyone knows...i don wish my friend to worried bout me..and i know Jonathan and Joseph do really worried bout me...they will sent me msg by asking me doing what there...and cheers me everyday...Jonathan called me just now..everytime he call me also got good news one...started from next week..i will sing at Cool Bar for two days..wuhoooo...so happy...and he said the Mr.Cool (the boss) told him many client asked bout me..they just miss me...wuhooo....i m damn happiee wei...thx Jonathan, Edwin and Mr.Cool...^^

Anyway,
I miss you...